Lets just cut the crap, I'm depressed. I've been seeing a counselor almost every week for the last three years, though I do feel it's been something thats bothered me since early childhood.
The therapy and medication has helped, but sometimes I just get so low and so overwhelmed, and I'd be lying if I said that I didn't have moments where I wish I can take the easy way out. You can interpret that last sentence anyway you want.
Everyday is a battle for me, to keep going and not to give up. Everyday is a battle where I have to struggle just to grab some kind of foothold before the shit hits the fan.
I am by no means ungrateful for the good things that I do have in my life, because with out them I would have thrown in the towel long ago. Its just that I don't know what it'll take for things to get better.
Sunday, May 27, 2007
Saturday, May 26, 2007
Eat my shorts, PCs.
"CBR: Let's wrap this up with some fun stuff. Out of curiosity, are you a Mac or PC guy?
Tim Kring (creator of Heroes): Mac. Always."
But speaking of Heroes, the finale disappointed me. Not enough "omph", as I like to call it.
Monday, May 21, 2007
I Believe in Harvey Dent Too.
Nothing can be the feeling of going to Kendo after finishing a 3000-word essay worth 60% of my final mark.
That is until I saw the teaser picture for what the Joker is going to look like in The Dark Knight.
That is until I saw the teaser picture for what the Joker is going to look like in The Dark Knight.
Saturday, May 19, 2007
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